So it's been a while since I have been on, but there is a perfectly logical explanation as to why I was gone. I had fled the country!!! And of course I am just joking but I did leave the country I went to Mexico to see my family over there in Guadalajara. I went for about two and a half weeks and those were the worst weeks of my entire life. The whole time I was there I was depressed and sick and of course you are probably wondering why. Well before I had left, I was just having a hard time my parents were on my back, I had just gotten fired, someone had stolen Greg (who is my itouch by the way or was my itouch) and I just wanted to give up on life and quit. Then when I went to Mexico I realized how good I have it here, in Mexico they don't have as much freedom or any of the luxuries that we do. Of course I missed all my family and friends while being there. The only good thing that came from this trip was the fact that it brought a good song out of me. It is a song about not giving up on life because you have a better future and whatever you are going through you are not going through it alone because God is always there for you.
That's the great thing about God He never leaves you. He has been with you since before you were even in your mother's womb.
We are all here for a reason there is a reason that we live so lets make the best of it.
Well anyways while I was there God had opened my eyes; I was created for His kingdom. The whole time I was there all I could think about was the kids at church and how the services went and how much I missed my dad. It was horrible especially when it came to Christmas Eve and New Years is when I finally cracked. I didn't even want to get up from bed or eat. Yeah I know I sound like a pansy but I am pretty sure you would be sad too if you were gone from what you were meant to do for two and a half weeks. Those weeks were the longest weeks of my life and I never ever want to leave again. I guess that just goes to show that you will miserable doing something you were never called to do and you can't run away from your calling.
So in conclusion I got a good song out of it and it opened my eyes on what I should be focusing on so it wasn't a total waste of time. I am so glad to be home. Home sweet home. :)
