Home Sweet Home

So it's been a while since I have been on, but there is a perfectly logical explanation as to why I was gone. I had fled the country!!! And of course I am just joking but I did leave the country I went to Mexico to see my family over there in Guadalajara. I went for about two and a half weeks and those were the worst weeks of my entire life. The whole time I was there I was depressed and sick and of course you are probably wondering why. Well before I had left, I was just having a hard time my parents were on my back, I had just gotten fired, someone had stolen Greg (who is my itouch by the way or was my itouch) and I just wanted to give up on life and quit. Then when I went to Mexico I realized how good I have it here, in Mexico they don't have as much freedom or any of the luxuries that we do. Of course I missed all my family and friends while being there. The only good thing that came from this trip was the fact that it brought a good song out of me. It is a song about not giving up on life because you have a better future and whatever you are going through you are not going through it alone because God is always there for you.
That's the great thing about God He never leaves you. He has been with you since before you were even in your mother's womb.
We are all here for a reason there is a reason that we live so lets make the best of it.
Well anyways while I was there God had opened my eyes; I was created for His kingdom. The whole time I was there all I could think about was the kids at church and how the services went and how much I missed my dad. It was horrible especially when it came to Christmas Eve and New Years is when I finally cracked. I didn't even want to get up from bed or eat. Yeah I know I sound like a pansy but I am pretty sure you would be sad too if you were gone from what you were meant to do for two and a half weeks. Those weeks were the longest weeks of my life and I never ever want to leave again. I guess that just goes to show that you will miserable doing something you were never called to do and you can't run away from your calling.
So in conclusion I got a good song out of it and it opened my eyes on what I should be focusing on so it wasn't a total waste of time. I am so glad to be home. Home sweet home. :)

Wonder of the world

So wonder of the world they say there are 8 wonders of the world, really there should be nine. In fact God should be the number one wonder of the world, I mean after all He created the world. But any ways the reason I titled the blog this  is because I am a song writer and God has just given me another song, Thank you Jesus. The name of the song is wonder of the world and of course it is about Jesus. It talks about how our desire should be to praise Him and if there is anyone we need to cry to during our time of need well its Him. This song is mostly about just giving the praise God deserves.
I think my purpose in life is for people to come know God and develop a relationship with and just realize the Love he has for them. God's love isn't like human love, human love is conditional while God's love is unconditional and that means there is no strings attached. No matter what you do, no matter how bad you think you screwed up God forgives you well as long as you ask Him to forgive you. I guess that is why I write songs I feel that is one of the only ways to make people understand what I feel, because music is universal everyone loves music. It doesn't matter what kind it could be rap, country, rock, or even pop everyone loves some kind of  music.
I love music. Music plays a big role in my life, when I was younger all my uncles and my dad had a rock band in our basement and I guess that is when I first fell in love. I like rock it's just not my favorite genre of music but anyways I saw the instruments and  I thought they were the most beautiful things in the world. I especially love the guitar and the piano. And ever since then music has been a big part of my life in fact most of my friends have to have a musical ability of some kind. Also my future husband must be a musician.
So when one of my albums comes out you can be sure that I will keep you up to date on my crazy hectic life on singing and most importantly sharing the Love of Jesus with everyone. :)

Numero Uno

As you can see I have titled this as Numero Uno translation from spanish to english means Number One because this being my first  blog ever! I am currently enrolled at Wayland Baptist University, I will be majoring in Music and Minoring in Art. I admit I am a bit scared about going to college but not so much that I am not going to go. In fact I kind of have to go because I will be one of the first ones ever to go to college in my family and if I don't go I will never hear the end of it. My family means a lot to me especially my little brother, who is so much like me that it is scary. The reason he means so much to me is because I know he is going to do great things some day, I mean he has gone through so much stuff already and he is only 10 (he is actually 11 but I can't stand the fact that he is growing up so I am saying he is 10 until he is 40). But you know what they say the greater the storm, the brighter the sunshine. I have to set an example for the next generation, I can't just live for myself.
Anyways I just hope during college that I can continue to lead many more people to Christ, I happen to be a leader at one of the greatest churches ever, New life Assemblies of God! New life is home of one of the largest growing youth ministries in Texas, Giantslayers Youth Ministry. I love my church, it is not even a church anymore it is more like home. I love being there and one day I hope to be part of it. We have a theme we preach on every month and this month's theme is represent. How are you representing God? Do you say you are Christian and then you go and do something that grieves the Holy Spirit. You cannot just talk the talk you must also walk the walk.